lagu ni buat aku gile!!

damn~my tooth is aching~

mood x berape nak baik sbb sakit gigi...suspect gigi berlubang...hahahhahahahah....rupe2 nye nak tumbuh gigi bongsu...confirm ke bongsu?? bape kali bongsu daaaaa....oleh sbb dentist tu xde keje, die pon dgn suke rela nye buat scaling...FOC ok??hahahhaha....sakit dowh...tp lepas scaling mulut rase selesa & bersih gile...

nak marah jgk bile tgk name aku salah spell kat screen yg terpampang kat klinik tu...its KAMAR ATIQAH BT KAMARUDIN lah!!

dah masuk bilik dentist kene tunggu lagi...haih!


nasib si jantung hati teman...xde la gigil sgt pale lutut den

are u ready??erk....

takot!!

done!!!

dis tyme i want u <3 me much more..

phewwww...thinking of the whole last week makes me wanna fuck up!!...dgn demam + darah tinggi...masalah relationship lg..kalo xcukup iman mmg aku da terjun dr tingat 12 (rumah budak ijau) hahahaha...nasib la skang ni sume under control...thanx to my natural talent iaitu memujuk...huahua...

skang ni aku tengah dengar lagu boyz II men - end of the road... sesuai sgt dgn ape yg aku nak luah kan kat buah hati intan payung busuk masyam aku tu...

although we've come
to the end of the road
still i cant let go
its so natural
U BELONG TO ME
I BELONG TO U..

6/12 mmg hubungan kitorg ni dah dihujung tanduk..mmg time tu aku x tau dah nak buat ape...nak ckp ape..aku just buat bodo and kluar enjoy dgn kawan2 walaupon hakikat nye hati aku ni menangis kat dalam..apesal la susah sgt nak lepas ko ni budak gemok??

when i cant sleep at night
without holding u tight
each time i try i just break down and cry
pain in my head oh i'd rather be dead
spinning around and around

dua hari x tdo dgn die...xtdo kat katil paling selesa kat dunia ni buat aku meroyan jgk la...pegi keje dgn mate sembab..siap eye-bag...cant imagine how ugly i am..gile sial! awk, jgn dera sy dah..hahahaha...


p/s: i know u really love me...u just dont realize!

yes..because i let my heart open..

aku cuma manusia biasa...yg nak menyayangi org yg aku syg dan disayangi oleh org yg aku syg.. kadang2 hidup ni xadil..tp xkan la nak salah kan takdir plak.. we are only tiny players in this court..what more to be the judge..

bile aku sgt memerlukan, kau tolak aku ke tepi.. bile aku dah kuat kan hati dan blaja bangun sendiri, kau datang nak bagi aku ape yg aku perlukan dulu...yang skrang aku dah xperlukan pon...ye, aku blaja utk move on..aku dah blaja utk move on!! ~arghhh, rimas!!~

yes, it was my fault.. i let my heart open when i had u...but u weren't even there when i need u.. i have waited for u long enough.. and that really cuts me off deep inside..i have given everything that i can..i have lost a lot of thing for the sake of u..

skrang bile dah ade pilihan pon, aku tetap terluka jgk..watever i choose, i will end up hurting myself.. i'm lost!! smlm aku happy..hari ni aku rase nak mati..

and NOW i'm left to choose..great!!


p/s: and u can see my heart..beating. you can see it through my chest..that i'm terrified but i'm not leaving..i know that i must pass this test... SO JUST PULL THE TRIGGER!!

salam aidiladha...

aidiladha kali ni mmg cukup gempak...i really enjoy it...yeah!!! x sia2 aku ambik cuti hari khamis..mmg berbaloi2 lah...

aidiladha tahun ni aku sambut di kampung ibu, di pontian johor...oh ye...mak aku org BUGIS!! di pontian, sume ceruk parit (parit masjid, parit mengkuaseng, parit makasar, parit semerah dan byk lagi parit) aku masuk sbb nak knal makanan org bugis e.g burasak and lepat loi...damn it...aku x amik gamba plak utk introduce kat korg mende2 alah tu...xpe2 aku google sat gi...but trust me, it tasted goood...kalah pizza beb!! GUA TABIK SPRING KAT MAK BUANG SBB DAPAT BUAT BURASAK YG SEDAP...YUM YUM!!

ni rumah org bugis...

itu aktiviti hari jumaat a.k.a raya haji yg pertama...the next day adalah hari persandingan kazen aku di dewan utm skudai..kalo aku upload gambo aku kat sini mmg korg x caye lah tu aku...hahahah...aku kene paksa jadi pengapit ok...nasib x pakai wig je...demn it!

dis is lepat loi...

dis is burasak...

p/s: baru knal asal usul aku and i'm proud of it... yup, sy org BUGIS..so wat??