++without you++

pheww.. mlm ni aku tdo tanpa die...walaupon berat ku tempuhi juga..harap2 hari esk hari yg cerah buat kami berdua :)...aku ni mmg jahat bile die xde dgn aku...asik nak marah je...mmg kene marah pon sbb nnt die buat lambat2 n terhegeh2..biar die tau aku marah..biar die tau bengkak kat sini!!

tapi bile nampak die aku trus cool..ckp cam biase..acting like nothing happen..padahal dlm fon siap ckp aku kau lagi..ntah la...aku slalu ckp kat diri aku...ko kene terime die seadenye..support ape die nak buat..slalu ade di sisi die and bg sokongan..walaupon ko x suke kerja die, ko kene buat2 suke jgk...buat2 ambik berat...tp ni kalo aku tgh good mood la...kalo aku tgh bad mood, hati aku slalu ckp...ntah sampai bile la aku kene tahan dgn jadual kerja ko yg tah pape tu..kadang2 kat otak aku ni mcm nak suh die pilih je...but i know its not fair for her..

sayang..saya akan cuba lalui sume perubahan ni..saye dah lalui mcm2 ngan awk...so i think i can go through all this...cume it takes time...and i hope you'll be patient with me..hari saye marah sbb awk tau nape kan?? betina tu tulis benda2 x btol psl awk..saye sgt hangin..knape la gf saye??bukan gf orang lain??huh..

awk..i'm starting to miss u dah..it's 3 am already but i cant sleep..sbb x de awk..esk nak jumpe awk dah..and saye kene balik rumah parents sy..i dont wanna go back..i hate to go back..i wanna spent time with you..but i have to..jgn nakal2 yek..